Gloria
Lockett is the former co-director of the prostitutes
rights organization COYOTE (Call Off Your Old Tired
Ethics) and Executive Director of the California
Prostitute Education Project (CAL-PEP), an Oakland-based,
non-profit AIDS and HIV prevention organization that works
with street prostitutes. Lockett served on San Francisco
District Attorney Terence Hallinan's Task Force on
Prostitution and as a member of Governor George
Deukmejian's California AIDS Leadership Task Force. She
has been published in several anthologies, including The
Black Women's Health Book: Speaking for Ourselves,
edited by Evelyn C. White (Seattle, WA: Seal Press, 1990),
Sex Work: Writings by Women in the Sex Industry,
edited by Frederique Delacoste and Priscilla Alexander
(San Francisco, CA: Cleis Press, 1984), and Lessons
from the Damned: Queers, Whores and Junkies Respond to
AIDS, by Nancy Stoller (Routledge, 1998). She was
also, for 18 years, a prostitute.
Siobhan Brooks: What led you into the sex industry? Gloria Lockett: Money. I was young, 21 when I first
got into the sex industry. I had two jobs, one as a clerk
at a Lucky's store and the other as a clerk at City Hall.
I was also waitressing at the Hyatt House Restaurant and
various hotels in Oakland, trying to support myself and my
two kids, and it was very, very hard.
SB: How did you begin working in the sex industry? Did
you have any connections with people who were already
working in it? GL: During that time women in San Francisco worked
in their fur coats. They were nicely dressed, and their
hair would look good. I said to this guy I was seeing, one
day, jokingly, "I could do that." Next thing I
know he was bringing me a black dress and telling me to
put it on. Basically, he and I were going out to work.
That was in 1967, and it just went on from there.
SB: How long were you in the sex industry? GL: I consider myself still to be in the sex
industry, but as far as dating and working for myself, I
was in it for 18 years. I worked on the streets for about
10 years, and then I worked in clubs in Burlingame and
different hotels. In the latter years I went to working
ads in newspapers.
SB: How were issues around safety and clients dealt
with? GL: I was working in a stable with lots of other
women for about 18 years straight. For 10 of the 18 years,
there was an average of 10 of us, me being the eldest. We
were always around each other and worked in pairs on the
streets and in hotels. We had procedures where if you got
out of a car and no one was around, you took down the
guy's license plate number, or someone driving behind you
took down his license number. As soon as you got into a
hotel room you would pick up the phone and tell someone
where you were and what time you were expected back. For
the most part, I felt pretty safe; the streets are a
little more dangerous than being inside, but a lot
funnier. When you worked inside you had to play girlfriend
and boyfriend, but on the streets the guys knew what you
where down there for. They knew why they were picking you
up—there were very few games that were played.
SB: How was race an issue in terms of how much money
you made? GL: The money varied. It went up and down depending
upon what city and what town. Over the 18 years I worked
in a lot of different states. In order to be Black and
work the sex industry you had to move around a lot. In
each state the money was different, anywhere from $10 to
$600. I've worked Vegas, Hawaii, Alaska, Oakland, San
Jose, San Francisco, and other small cities, so money
depended on where you worked and what kind of date you
were going to turn. If you were in Vegas in those days,
the average date was $100. Most of the time the guys would
offer you as little as possible. If you were on the
streets they would offer you $10 or $20, but the art is to
talk the men out of how ever much you could get instead of
taking what they offered you.
No
matter how big, ugly, or old she looked—it
didn't matter: The white girl went first, then the
black girls.
There was a time when I
was on the streets that I could turn as many as 10 or 11
tricks a night. But if you were in a hotel it was more
like three or four, and if you worked out of ads in papers
then it was five or six. If you worked in Alaska prices
were up in those days because of the pipeline, so men had
lots of money, plus it was very cold. Guys would work
three months at a time before they would be ready to spend
their money.
Race played a very big
part in how much money you made. Fortunately or
unfortunately, I hung around a bunch of sisters who were
white. We all helped each other out. If one of the girls
would catch a date, we had an apartment or checked out the
pad that we were working out of. The two or three Black
women would wait until they got to the apartment and we
would double date. So, if you were standing out on the
corner, they would definitely pick up the white girl
first. No matter how big, ugly, or old she looked—it
didn't matter: The white girl went first, then the black
girls.
When I worked the hotel
scene there were very few Blacks, so you had to be very
careful. You had the chance to rip guys off, not that I
did, though it was tempting at times. But you couldn't rip
guys off because there were only two of you, and people in
the hotel would know who you were, even if the guy didn't.
You couldn't hang around
with other Black girls. You had to hang by yourself or
with other white girls, because if you were hanging in the
Fairmont or the Hyatt, the people working there were more
apt to bother you if you were with another Black girl. I
might have hung with one Black girl from time to time, but
for the most part I hung with white girls or by myself.
It's a very racist thing, for different reasons. Some
people have never seen a Black woman; they're raised in
areas where they don't see Black women until they're
grown. Actually, I remember one time I was standing on the
corner of MacArthur in San Pablo and this guy kept passing
by looking at me. Finally, a stable sister of mine came
out—a big white girl—and he picked her up. I waited
until he got to the house; waited until she got her money.
Then I went in and said to the guy, "You've got to
tell me why you picked her up because I know that you were
more interested in me than her. What is it?" He was
shaking and he said, "Well, I didn't see a Black
person until I was 20. I was too scared." [laughs]
Racism plays a part in anything that you do.
SB: Was the money more equal when you were with other
Black women? GL:Well, it's hard to say because the skill was not
how much a person would offer you, but how much money you
could talk them out of. I think it was probably about
equal, of course they would give a white girl more money
than they would give you. So Black girls knew that they
had to talk. I always figured if you had the money on you,
then you should be prepared to spend it. Unfortunately,
this was before ATM cards. [laughs]
SB: How many times have you been arrested and what were
the circumstances of your arrests? GL: I've been arrested about 40 times. The first
time I got arrested it was horrible; I was in San
Francisco and a sweep happened. They arrested me and about
30 other prostitutes. I had never been to jail. I was 21.
I didn't know anything about jail and I didn't know anyone
who had ever been to jail. I remember I was in jail crying
and one of the girls whispered to me, "You can't cry
because if you cry the other girls are going to talk about
you."
I was like, "I
don't care! I'm never going to do this again." The
girl said, "Aw, baby. You'll be back out there
tomorrow." She was right. [laughs]
They had you sleep on
cement floors with wool blankets, which I'm allergic to.
The toilets were in front of the bed, so there was no
privacy. In the first year I plead guilty, so I was on
probation for a year—it was horrible. After that, I
fought all my cases and I have to say that I'm a little
bit different from the average person because I refused to
think I was a criminal. I got up every morning and went to
court, and used a public defender, sometimes private
lawyers. I spent a lot of time in court and—knock on
wood—I never served more than three days. But it was
very difficult because if you're on the streets you get
arrested, you're an easy pick-up.
Police
always want easy marks, and prostitutes are a lot
less dangerous than a domestic violence call.
Police always want easy
marks, and prostitutes are a lot less dangerous than a
domestic violence call. If you're not on the streets, for
the most part, you won't get arrested. Police constantly
harass prostitutes; police have arrested me and said
things like, "What if we put sand in this Vaseline?
That would really be something." They used to take
our condoms and punch holes in them. So, the police were
really bad, and that's another reason why you had to move
around. I really hated it that we had to move around so
much. Trying to raise kids and moving from one city to
another city was hard. But my kids' lives were a little
more stable. Either my mother kept them or the housekeeper
did, so they weren't jumping all over the place like I
was. I moved around a lot to keep from going to jail. Jail
back then is the same as now, most people in jail are
Black. White people that go to jail don't stay and they
don't get the same amount of time.
SB: Were murders of prostitutes a big concern for you
when you were working the streets? GL: It's always a concern but my situation was a
little bit different because I hung around so many people.
Misery does not like company, so most of the time the
women that were getting murdered hung by themselves. There
was a time when pimps, if you will, would not let their
women work with other women for fear that their women
would become more educated and organized and leave them.
I can remember a
particular woman who used to work the streets, and she and
her old man were IV drug users. She had six kids and she
was always by herself. One day a guy picked her up and
killed her. It was really bad because she was a white girl
and she was with a Black man. From what I heard nobody
claimed her body because her parents disowned her after
she got involved with a Black man—prostitution was just
another factor for her parents disowning her, but racism
was really the issue. Her body stayed in the morgue for 30
days. So, that was the most fear of working the streets by
yourself. I think women shouldn't be by themselves; people
try to take advantage of women anyway, but when women are
by themselves, they're more of a victim.
SB: Did you ever have a pimp? GL: Yes. I was with the guy for 25 years. He was
the same guy that got me into prostitution. I left him a
couple of times, but he was the only pimp I had.
SB: Was the relationship good? GL: Yes, but it was hard. Anytime that you have a
man that has anywhere between 10 and 12 other women, it's
difficult. He was a very good man, which is why he had so
many women. He was very likable and very family-oriented,
not the type that would beat you and make you stay out all
night, and he didn't make you fulfill a quota. We all just
thought of him as our old man rather than our pimp,
because he wasn't the stereotype of a pimp. You know,
wearing the hat tossed to the side, jeans, a three-quarter
leather coat, and big shades.
SB: How did your kids react to you being a prostitute? GL: It's hard to say because my kids were three and
four when I got with the guy. So, he was the only father
that they knew. My kids starting asking me about it when
they reached 10 and 12 years of age, but before then it
was never brought up. None of the prostitution took place
around them... but they knew. Having housekeepers, living
in fine houses, driving Rolls Royces and Cadillacs, and
having a whole bunch of white women around the house: They
knew.
After a while they
asked. I used to just tell them I was going to work when I
would leave them, then they asked me what kind of work was
I doing. They were so used to having designer clothes, I
don't think it affected them much when they were younger.
However, I do think now that they're older it
[prostitution] had an effect on them which I'm not happy
with. Both of them are not as stable as I would like them
to be, especially my daughter. And who knows? I don't know
if it's the prostitution or me not being around them when
they were growing up. We love each other. None of my kids
have said anything like, "Oh, Mom! We hate you
because you was a ho'."
SB: How old are your kids now? GL: I'm 50. My son is 33, and my daughter is 32.
SB: How did you become involved with COYOTE? GL: I got involved with COYOTE because as I
mentioned earlier there were a group of us working the
streets of Berkeley, Oakland, and San Jose. When working
the streets of Berkeley, the police started to figure out
that we were prostitutes all working for the same person.
This happened around the same time as the Jonestown
Massacre. The police would say that the guy we worked for
was another Jim Jones, brainwashing us, and that they
would catch him like they caught Al Capone. So, the police
got really heavy on us.
When
we started working San Jose back in 1977, there was lots
of money, until 1983. What happened was they [the police]
started watching us, and they set us up. One night the
police called the house that we were working out of. I was
the one answering the phones, setting the girls up on
different dates. Then they came in and busted me; I was
the only Black woman. Six women got busted, but two of
them weren't there, so they didn't get busted. They
charged me with pimping and pandering, conspiracy, 647b
[which is prostitution], being in a house of prostitution,
being around a house of prostitution. They charged the
other [white] women with 647b. The six customers got
tickets, they were never arrested, and they were made to
testify against us. We spent a year in court, and
according to the police, it cost the taxpayers a million
dollars for a prostitution case. I refused to plead guilty
for conspiracy, I told the police that I would plead
guilty to being in a house of prostitution—which is six
months' probation, which I could deal with.
In the next bust, the
police only went for me and my lover [who was Black], and
one other woman [who was Black]. They tried to get all of
the white women and the Mexicans to testify against us! It
was a huge case, and they charged us with every felony
there was. They charged my man with having a gun in the
house. My bail was $500,000. My old man's was $1,000,000.
When I got the first case, I had tried to call Margo St.
James, but I didn't really follow up. But when I got the
second case, we really needed some kind of help and
support.
The police also asked
the white girls to testify against the Black girls; some
of them wouldn't and stayed in jail the whole time of the
trail. Margo St. James went to court with us every day. I
won my case; the other woman pleaded guilty and did a year
and a half. My old man got 20 years. He did two-and-a-half
years and then won on appeal.
After the trail I became
more involved with COYOTE. I knew that, for the most part,
the people working the streets were Black and other women
of color. So I had a real problem with the fact that
COYOTE was so white. The people were real nice, it was
just too white. But I wanted to be involved with COYOTE to
let my people know that prostitution was not an all-white
issue.
I turned out to be quite
an activist, but mainly because I knew that there had to
be a voice for people who were working the streets and
getting arrested—which meant mostly Black people. Those
were people to me who were doing prostitution big time. It
was horrendous to me, the white women who would turn two
tricks a month and call that prostitution, when Black
women were working the streets turning five and six dates
a night. They were working six days a week in rain, cold,
and snow. I felt it was important for me to be a part of
COYOTE to let people know that Black women's issues were
different from white women's issues.
For the most part, white
prostitutes work inside, and many of them get into
prostitution because of power issues. Some were once in
the professional world and felt like they were being
treated like whores. Many of them have gone to college.
Black women mainly do prostitution to economically
survive. Most of them never had the opportunity for higher
education.
I think Black
prostitutes think COYOTE is a waste of time. They feel
that prostitution is never going to be legalized or
decriminalized. Many of them feel that they don't have the
time for meetings because they're too busy making money,
and that the meetings aren't going to benefit them in any
way. I do understand all those reasons, and if I hadn't
been in the situation I was in, I probably would not have
attended them, either. However, I definitely think that my
being at these meetings made a difference. Though COYOTE
is still mostly white, they understand many issues
relating to women of color that otherwise would have not
been addressed. I served for two years on Hallinan's task
force to decriminalize prostitution in San Francisco, and
I'm sure I made a difference by being on the task force.
I've been to the International Conference on Prostitution
in Amsterdam, which I also think was valuable. Black women
do need to be heard.
SB:
How do you feel, overall, about your experience as a
prostitute?
GL: My parents are dead. I'm the oldest in the family.
I'm not proud of what I've done, but
I'm also not ashamed of it. I've learned from my
experience, and now I have my job at CAL-PEP: California
Prostitutes Education Project. If it hadn't been for my
experiences as a prostitute and with COYOTE, I wouldn't be
where I am now, at a place where I can talk about it and
let Black women know it's okay. But many people feel that
the older they get, the more they want to forget about
certain parts of their life.
If
it hadn't been for my experiences as a prostitute
and with COYOTE, I wouldn't be where I am now.
People will say,
"Oh, that was back when I was on drugs," or
under someone's power. I feel that my being visible and
talking about my experiences will let people
know—especially let Black women know—that it's all
right to have a past. We all have closets. So, I think I
have made a difference, and I will always be a member of
COYOTE. The more people come out about an issue, the more
power they will have. Sometimes, though, I do get tired of
talking about prostitution because it was in my past.
If you're going to get
prostitution decriminalized or legalized, there has to be
a large body of people behind it. I think one day we will
have prostitution decriminalized, if not legalized.
Actually, I don't think it will ever really be legalized
in the United States because we're so moralistic.
Ministers were some of my biggest clients, yet they were
preaching to get prostitutes off the streets. I wish that
prostitution would become decriminalized or legalized so
that I could openly share basic information, or even
mentor young women, so they wouldn't have to go through
what I went through. At times I have met with people,
giving them information, while knowing that I was
committing a crime because it's illegal to advise someone
on doing illegal activities.
SB: In Evelyn C. White's book, The Black Woman's
Health Book, you mentioned that Black prostitutes
could be viewed as educators in the Black community. What
do you think the Black community's overall view is of
prostitution? GL: The Black community is very downing, very
opinionated. However, I think that it's easier to accept a
Black prostitute than it is to accept a lesbian or gay
person in the Black community. I think that's because
prostitution is about money, and people understand that
the reason you're doing it relates to money. But still
it's very difficult.
SB: How did your family react to you being a
prostitute? GL: I've been very fortunate because my family has
always been very supportive. I was on the Donahue
show six or seven years ago, and I assumed my grandmother
in Waco, Texas, wasn't going to see the show. [laughs] I
called my grandmother a couple of weeks after I had been
on the show, and she said, "Oh, I saw you on
television." I asked what did she think, and she said
that she's never been so proud of me. In our family we
don't throw away our children for what they have done.
My mother never said the
word 'prostitution,' but she knew what I was doing. She
was very accepting, and she used to keep all of our kids:
six little white kids and three little Black kids. She
also loved my man; he would bring her roses and food. My
father loved him, too. That's another reason I speak out,
because my family has been very supportive.
SB: You've been published in a few anthologies. I was
wondering if you considered yourself a writer. GL: No, I don't. I think one day I could be a
writer; I'm getting more into it than I've ever been, but
I don't consider myself to be one now. I do think I have
an interesting story to tell, and the older I get the more
I want to document it. For years I have been afraid to
tell my story because I know that the media just takes the
truth and bends it. I don't want people to glorify and
exploit my experience. Prostitution to me was a way of
making a living, I was solely in it for the money. All the
other stuff about power came along with it after a while,
not in the beginning. I and most African-Americans who get
into prostitution are in it because of the money. If we
had another way that would make us $50,000 and $60,000 a
year, then that's what we would be doing. Prostitution is
very difficult; it's a job. I didn't let it destroy me and
I wasn't addicted to drugs. I wasn't this horrible little
victim who was misused by this pimp. I knew what I was
doing. I was grown when I got into it, and grown when I
got out.
SB: What is your opinion of a lot of the literature
coming out about sex workers? GL: I've been absent lately from COYOTE, so I
haven't read a lot of the current things on sex workers.
But for the most part what people write is bull. Writers
often exploit you and twist your story around: either the
prostitution is all glorified or it's horrible. There's
never a happy medium.
SB: The reason I asked is because I have a real problem
with a lot of the 'feminist' literature coming out about
the sex industry. The literature coming out now is
basically about sexual expression. It's from a
middle-class white perspective, which sends the messages
that all prostitutes are college students who were tried
of being a part of the patriarchal capitalist system. They
basically wanted a job to allow them to continue their
art, write poetry, and write books. I think some of the
writing is interesting, but since we live in a
white-supremacist society, publishers will take that one
experience into account. One of the reasons I'm doing a
book is to get more of a people-of-color, working-class
perspective. GL: I've heard some of my white friends say that
they're in prostitution because of the power. Well, for
Black women it's for the money. We are powerful people, we
don't need to get power by standing on no corner. [laughs]
The writings are very white, and people need to know that.
One of the pet peeves I have is that almost at every
conference I attend relating to prostitution, people ask
the question: How could you be for child prostitution?
I've
heard some of my white friends say that they're in
prostitution because of the power. Well, for Black
women it's for the money.
What about those 13-,
14-, and 15-year-old children? I don't believe that
children should work at doing anything, not less being a
prostitute. I believe that after a person turns 18, they
should decide what they want to do, but before then
children should go to school. So, people always ask me
about the children, and I ask, "Well, what about
them?" I can count on my hand the amount of women who
were under 18 when they started working. I just got jumped
on at the last conference that I attended because of these
"moral" people talking about child prostitution.
I left the conference. You can talk about them if you want
to, but where are they? If that's the reason people won't
legalize prostitution, that's bullshit because most of the
women are not children when they go into prostitution.
They're 21 or older.
SB: Can you talk about how you got your position as
CAL-PEP? GL: CAL-PEP came out of COYOTE. There was a
conference at Margo St. James's house in 1982. At that
time we realized that as soon as people stopped
scapegoating white gay men for transmitting AIDS, the next
group would be prostitutes—and in fact it was. We
started doing support groups, and Margo St. James,
Priscilla Alexander, and I wrote a grant to the State, and
the State funded us. Our first grant was $30,000 to work
with female sex workers, to talk to them about AIDS, and
to make them aware that people were scapegoating them for
the spread of AIDS. At about this same time, people were
interviewing these women and paying them $15 to $20 for an
interview, but they were using the information wrongly. We
wanted to make sure those women were educated as to what
was happening.
After the conference at
Margo St. James's house, I got a job as an interviewer for
a group called Project Aware, which was a research
project. One night I was out talking to some of the
prostitutes on the stroll, and this one Black girl came up
to me and said, "I'm positive. That's good,
right?" I'm sure people told her what it meant to be
HIV positive, but she didn't hear them. She could not
communicate or relate to these white people coming down
talking to her about AIDS. She didn't know what AIDS was.
She couldn't relate to what it meant to be positive or
negative. We then felt that it was really important that
we do an HIV prevention and education project. CAL-PEP
started off doing education and HIV prevention and
testing. Now we are also doing research, and we work with
people on the street in the Bay Area.
There's about 24 of us,
and I'm proud to say that some people have been here as
long as 10 years. We hire ex-prostitutes, ex-IV drug
users. We hire people other people wouldn't hire or feel
they can't hire. We do outreach in the real sense; we go
to where the people are: the street, crack houses. We feel
the people on the street are us, so we look like, act
like, and walk like the people we serve. We don't
discriminate on the basis of gender. We reach out to
everybody: transgendered, drug users, prostitutes,
lesbians, and gays.
We also do support
groups and offer support groups for HIV positive
African-American people and their families. We have made a
video—called Blood Sisters: Breaking the Silence—about
HIV-AIDS, which features eight African-American women who
touch on every aspect of living with the AIDS virus.
It's easier for us to
work with hard-to-reach people. We do not think
prostitutes are the carriers of AIDS. In fact, I have not
known one woman who was HIV positive only because of
prostitution. Other factors, like drug use or being a
partner of someone who's HIV positive, always play a part
in their HIV status. Prostitutes have been tested in
brothels in Nevada since 1988. They are tested every three
months, and they have not found one woman who was
positive. It's a myth that prostitutes spread AIDS.
Prostitutes are actually the people who have been using
condoms for years.
SB: What do you think makes it hard for prostitutes of
color to seek information about AIDS? GL: I think there is a lot of denial among the
African-American community and other communities of color
when it comes to AIDS. We don't think it is our problem.
I'm real concerned about women and men in heterosexual
relationships getting it [HIV] from each other. I'm
concerned because many people have multiple sex partners.
People think that because in the '70s they had multiple
sex partners, they can still do that. I'm scared that a
lot of people who think they're okay will come down with
AIDS. Many [Black] people still think AIDS is a white gay
male problem, that we're being brainwashed by the white
man, and that it's a form of genocide. Many prostitutes
feel that they should use condoms with tricks, but not
with their intimate partners. Women can be just as bad as
men can when it comes to not using condoms. I'm much more
concerned with women getting HIV from their intimate
partners than from their clients. My fear is also with
women on crack who are in denial that they are prostitutes
because they're in it for the drugs, not the money.
Sometimes they turn tricks without condoms because they
don't consider the man to be a trick. We do a lot of
education with crack users, and give them condoms to use.
It
has always irritated me when people asked me,
"How could you be a feminist and do
this?" How could I not be?
SB: Do you feel like
a sex workers' movement is happening, and are what are
your thoughts about the feminist movement of the '70s?
GL: I've always felt that I was a feminist, but what a
feminist is to me is not what a feminist is to some
people. I love being a woman and I think it's my right to
do whatever I want with my body and mind. Many people
think that if you're a prostitute you couldn't be a
feminist because you're letting people use you. I always
felt that I was certainly using them [the customers] as
much as they were using me. So who's using whom? That's
the art of the game. It has always irritated me when
people asked me, "How could you be a feminist and do
this?" How could I not be? Women are
breadwinners for the most part, and very strong and
powerful. Women basically call the shots, and sometimes we
let men think that they're calling them.
Hopefully, women in the
sex industry will come together more; I see this with the
white women, I'm hoping that the Black women and women of
color will start coming together, as well.